Madman

This song is my submission to the Vocaloid Music Jam.

TLDR : This song is about schizophrenia.

Throughout my childhood there's a lot of moments where I experience some sort of strange sensations or feelings. I don't know how to describe it. I never seen or heard any other people experience the thing. For a long time in my life this was a mystery. Fast forward to my 20s, there's a time where I got really depressed to the point of suicidal. I told my mom about what I feel and she then take me to a psychiatrist. During one of my visit I was diagnosed with schizophrenia. I didn't connect it at the time, but through some time I think I found the answer. Those strange sensation I felt in my childhood are probably the signs of schizophrenia. But neither me or my parents know about it cause at the time mental health aren't as understood as now.